Comments (0) Walking
Mindless
Look up
It looks
I stop
It stands
I understand
It gazes forth at me
I picture it
I move forward
It runs away
I feel blessed
Return home
Share the news
It’s a message
Meaning is clear
Purpose explained
Heart has heard
I will follow
Engtovo ~ October 3, 2007
Thank you
Hummingbirds and butterflies
Pass by my window
In their flight they give me pause
A moment to remember
The gifts that I have been given
The grace that has been my life
There is no lesson that was not a gift
No pain so great that it could remove joy from my world
It is through my choice that I make this so
It is through you that I know it is my choice
Thank you
You have stood beside me in every moment
Judging none of them
Compassion and humor as your teaching tools
Time passes and I do not stop to pause often enough
To remember how blessed I am in your friendship
I do not wish to take you for granted
You are far too precious to me
Your own gifts you give so freely
That they have become woven into the fabric of my life
Woven into the whole of who I have become
Thank You
Blessed is every moment we have walked hand in hand
Musical tunes of every mood sung between us
Thoughts shared in secret
Plots and plans for upliftment plotted
Some just for the fun of it
Insights turned into overviews
If I could give anyone a gift
It would be the gift of having a “you” in their lives
But I know that the gift of you in my life required me to receive you
You made that easy for me
Thank You
There is no way for any to understand the bond between us
The communication and loyalty
The big cat stalking in the energy
The soft purr of contentment when you wrap me in safety
Allowing me to be vulnerable for an hour
For a day
For a week
My perceptions of this place are different than others
You have showed me new ways to see
Thank You
Life in its frustrations and lessons
Does not lose its meaning in your presence
For every negative thought I spout out
You have ten positive things to offer
Who would I be without the love that you envelop me in
You hold out to me my potential
You have always believed in me
In so doing you have showed me I can believe in myself
No words could convey what you mean to me
Though these words are small and so insignificant
I say them anyway
Thank You Bestali
All is well
Engtovo ~ July 26, 2004
This time is busy with process
Pregnant with possibility
Healing takes place in waking and sleeping time
I do not know all that is healing
There is too much to keep track of to fully understand the depth of
I know only that it is the appropriate time and place
I allow this to commence
It is good
I embrace each passing day as it lifts from me old thought
And leaves me feeling the new energies that I am becoming
At moments I am overwhelmed by the immensity of what is passing
Or perhaps the immensity of what I am becoming
I am uncertain which is more in my heart in any given moment
I just feel the shifting
It is like the sands of the desert
The configuration at any given moment is not definable
And yet there is comfort in the knowledge
That the shifting will continue
I cannot sustain the same configuration
And that is good
I am always changing
Parts blow away as the winds assist my shift
Those parts are no longer needed
I do not attempt to hold them to me
There is freedom in this shifting
No expectation of sustaining one way of being
Those parts of me that think they should sustain such are weary
They are giving way to the winds
Finally
I sigh in relief
Give over to the natural flow of the universe
Allow me to be that which is right and perfect for the given moment
I am able to receive in this space that which is needed
To be of service to the whole
And give away that which will serve as well
There is a remembrance of this way of being
It is barely below the conscious surface
It is bubbling up to be known
My heart is welcoming it
My mind is starting to welcome it as well
My life is becoming the truth of my true desires
Empowered by my Creator
Not by my old and tired way of thinking
It is as if I have reached the 100th money of my own thoughts
Those in alignment with Creator begin to propagate themselves
And crowd out the old
They grow exponentially
The old thoughts see their own extinction
They do not even bother to fight for their lives any more
They are resigned to their demise
They are influenced by the new way to understand
Their demise is in the best interest of the whole of this being that I AM
I have made a choice and I have made it many times
As many as it took
Now the truth of this choice
Is creating me
My life
My future
My service
It is the force through which the Creator is shifting me
My choice
It is the orderly random chaos that is healing me
Bringing me to the divine state of balance that is my birthright
Allowing the spirit of the Christ within me to stand forth
In true expression
For that is the choice made
Engtovo ~ October 15, 2003
Hey Hey Hey Hey
Torment me not
Dreams of scattered activity
Another way births
This way is simple
Confusion has given heed to new focus
New understanding
Heart sings clear
Shines like the sun at a cloudless dawn
Brilliant it greets me
Mind has released
Let go to heart
Another year passes
My thought moves closer to true expression
I see before me my dharma
I welcome it with gratitude
As I welcome the sun at dawn
The rays of my future crest the mountain top
And fall upon me with gentle simplicity
They warm my body and my heart
And call me into the work of this day
With understanding of the energies that follow in days to come
If not the actions of those days themselves
The night has pulled me to this moment of dawning
With it I stand purified before my creator
Each ray of light fills me to overflowing
I am fulfilled in my every desire
There are no clouds on my horizon
The dawn has brought the blue sky in fullness
Hand in hand with the pink of love
And the orange of creation
This cloudless dawn
Fully awakens the last part of my heart
That remained fearful and unable to trust
It has brought me home
To the truth
Aho
Engtovo ~ November 18, 2002
There is no thought of indecision now
Understanding has washed over us all
The past now shows itself
In its shadow and its light
The force of healing and resolution guides the way home
Love opens the door for all things to become possible
There is no hurt that is left unforgiven
Remembered for it’s teaching only
A memory of event remains
Now seen with eyes wide open
The hurt seems so far away
Past merges into the moment
To bring peace to our hearts once weary and heavy
The future stands out as only a sign post
A choice
This moment we live
We love
We experience one another
Freedom emerged from the cocoon of self we have held wrapped in the threads of
past feelings and deeds
Like our butterfly sibling
The bursting forth is occurring now
Today
Thank you God
Engtovo ~ December 1, 2001
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